@actuallyautistic My higher up at CLBC gave a useless parrot response saying "We can't keep you housed if you refuse meetings." COMPLETELY IGNORING THE MENTAL HEALTH ASPECT.

So the solution is to just be emotionally triggered by manipulation and gaslighting? #aspie #aspielife

@actuallyautistic the landlords decided cleaning the house was more important than ensuring I had safe to eat food, so they gave me 5 day old spoiled food. I'm once again at the pizza restaurant, and I know my chances with them for free meals are wearing thin. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic The pizza restaurant that saved my life has so far provided 3 free meals and survival money. It is going to be far too much to ask once again for a meal. Portioned food is running low again and food money is now the priority. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic every single available mental health support has given up on me. Due to my emotional vulnerabilities, when I'm social I'm now heavily autistic and desperate. This is evidenced as my autism has pushed away a MFF staffer to block me because of my autism. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic missed meetings = getting evicted, but allowing a meeting and them gaslighting and emotionally manipulating as a paid job during the meeting = meltdown and therefore another eviction. This is the perfect setup to guarantee and eviction. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic What's stress inducing to no end is she's treating missed meetings like debt collection. I have to miss meetings to retain sanity while my phone is broken and there's no one to help with progress. But if she's going to be a debt collector and say "you miss another meeting, we're evicting you." Then I am completely torn about letting my heart out to get $500+ to fix the phone and return myself to sanity, or withholding it hoping that things don't escalate. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic do you honestly think I'll ever get to healthy coping strategies when I'm continuously being brought down ON PURPOSE to be a bigger number on a paycheck? I've expressed numerous times that mental health is a priority, only to be met by "Your mental health problems are above my paygrade. Too bad, so sad." #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic my social worker via my last local friend did a (I'll put it very bluntly) "Behave, child!" communication, WHILE I AM THE MOST VULNERABLE BELIEVING I WILL NEVER FIT IN WITH NEUROTYPICAL SOCIETY.

With this thoughtless action, they are absolutely trying to frame me into another meltdown so that they get the bonuses of yet another eviction.

I need extra time to eat out to cope so this manipulation doesn't work as much. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic looks like I have to pay for a intense diagnostic on my phone while also having to pay an increased bill for my video hosting for next month's check. Any help to relieve financial pressure there will be appreciated. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid

@actuallyautistic Update: seems PayPal has completely stopped holding North American donations now (crosses fingers) but seems hell bent on holding EU donations. I just received $25 with no issues. #aspie #aspielife

@actuallyautistic A tenant fucked around with the breakers cause the hot water heater wasn't working and it caused my PC to have a unsafe shut down. It looks like I need a 1800W power bank/UPS for my gaming rig. #aspie #aspielife

@actuallyautistic it is now 3 weeks and that $15 payment still isn't clearing purgatory. I assume PayPal is going to refund that EU donation and I won't get it at all. #aspie #aspielife

@actuallyautistic Money update: So I lucked out with 36 cans for recycling which will yield in $5 after I go for recycling, but that is still short of paying my internet bill by 50 cents. The ATMs at MINIMUM only accept $5 bills. Talk about so close yet so far. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic it's the following Friday, and they've missed the grocery run yet again. I have both unbought groceries and the problem with not being able to pay my internet bill. #aspie #aspielife

@actuallyautistic Phone update: from auto-brightness half working with a third party assembly, to completely not working with all original parts, but activated with the wrong combination of parts. Today was full sunshine and auto-brightness didn't engage full brightness AT ALL.

Combine this with the fact the Apple Store wanted me to both take off the screen protector and buy a AirTag to test the last function I might use, precision locating via ultra wideband, and I might be better off exchanging this screen for a different screen that was pulled off of another phone that still has it's original light sensor and proximity sensor assembly. I would hate to get a all new screen only to find out precision locating AirTags fails to work. #aspie #aspielife

@actuallyautistic ICYMI: I have $9 on it's way between my 2 accounts via traditional electronic funds transfer, but because of built in holds, it will not arrive before my internet bill is due. $20 after fees is required so I can make the payment. See earlier in the thread for links. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic Update: $9 destined for my account which pays my internet is going to be held PAST the date my internet bill is due. Thanks to Good Friday, the initial transfer won't happen until Monday, and then it's held for an entire week. My internet bill is due next weekend. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #emergencyaid

@actuallyautistic because there was no room in the initial posts, here are the donation links once again:

North American donations: https://ko-fi.com/jackvancouver/goal?g=14

EU donations: https://gofund.me/007216f9

@actuallyautistic my last local friend to my surprise gave me the SSD I thought he was going to withhold forever, but says I still owe $100. With the gamble I placed on the shop, I can't pay my friend neither even though I have the SSD. He's also still down a car because his parents decided to not help him progress until he learns the lesson of having savings. My anxiety that it means I will be abandoned is through the roof. #aspie #aspielife